I've drafted a ton of introductions before i finally wrote something to address you. I was actually re-reading previous blog posts to inspire me on how will i do this. Minutes passed and I was left staring at my monitor trying to construe your wholeness into words. you were never a matter of letters. but your sublime nature was just good enough to bring forth an allegory of sentences. It almost came to a point that I could simply copy and paste a certain article just to please you. But you know, I realized you deserved something that was really coming from me. you know its been a while since I had forced my self to write. so please let it be an excuse to this expression.

I was secretly wishing I was disguised by fate as you had seen me before you. I've started to live in the thought I was talking to the constellations to guide me in sending you a message. yes, they were part of the universe. our universe. there were vivid visions of you, anchoring me through the skies and beyond and i could not tell if it was just a dream anymore.

I was instilled on my seat for another 2 hours to wait for your replies. I started sending out my few itches of social graces as I greeted your beauty on a note. I said the four letter word quite nicely in hope of bringing out that oddity I needed to see. so it was, you came one at a time. and I was like a kid excited to finish the puzzle bit by bit.

The days flew in from there, your birth was a good head start of that bonding moment we were talking about over our chat conversations. Everyday, I was taken out of the solitude of being a teener just to be with you. We talked. We laughed. We stayed up all night. We caught up. And when all was said and done, Deep into the night, the conversation hit a serious note that had me sitting and feeling that i was next to you. That matter of the past served as a key to open up just about everything we need to know.

Then I stared stared blankly into the night. There was no need for words to be said. Just the fact that we were there for each other at that point in time made all the difference in the world. I could not decipher how this person was hitting me hard on my thoughts. every inch of you was built with understanding. you were connecting in the move of a Trojan horse. running through back doors with my consent. Slowly, a plethora of lights and different sights came into view. I inhaled deeply, let the cool wind fill my lungs. I just said to myself, you're here.

that night you owned me, I was in a haven of ecstasy. As your lips pressed against mine, the bitter sweet surrender of trust, the cold shaking hands that were virginal in every sense they can, all of them were romantically consummated. the night was the only solace of the overwhelming happiness that embraced me that time. they made everything about you obliged my humanity to miss you, the thought in which the word 'forever' wasn't an exception.

I wake up just one day and everything was changed.

each morning melted me with a smile ever since.