Also, there’s no need to deny, what’s the point of denying when you’re happy with what you have. Whenever people ask me about our story, I never fail to mention his positive side; it’s just that, his cons left on me were too overwhelming to the point that my feelings turned nonsense stones later on. I figured, I’m better than that, like you said, I’m stronger and better than you. I’m happy now. I’m satisfied with what I’ve become as a person. I’ve purged stagnation from my system. I’ve moved forward. I’ve forgiven but I will never forget.

And yes, things will never be the same again.

After everything that had happened, I realized that I made myself proud. At least I managed to stay faithful and motivated enough to sustain a relationship.

It is unintentional but he could have at least tried to be prudent and wise enough to stay away from dumbness. But I figure, it’s just the way he is; it is inevitable. I’m thankful that this happened earlier.

There’s a fine line between understanding both parties and thinking about yourself, in this case, he just walked away, he didn’t think of the situation, coz if he did, he would have told me what he really feels. Then he would realize what might be the possibilities waiting. Like he thought about himself, it’s just the way he is. That thought alone would give me the reason to let go.

To accept reality.

I already told him, I’d rather know the truth than keep on denying the fact that the future doesn’t exist, I’d accept it more easily that way. He tried. Kept me thinking, was it so easy for him not to do that? Didn’t I deserve to?

Things have changed. I’ve forgiven but I will never forget.

REALIZATIONS after separation.

Lines such as “i need to fix myself”,

“needs time and space”, ” i have my realizations and you ought not to know more about it”, “it’s not you, it’s me” are overrated excuses;

next time, be creative. it is tantamount to cheating and lying. they are used as a defense mechanism, to save one’s ego. real selfish.

Being idle will lead to promiscuosity which will lead to fragility which will lead to confusion and the story goes on.

*i understand busy people, coz i myself is one. it reflects their passion to achieve something, this in turn would lead to them being successful.

thinking for yourself doesn’t need to restrict to you your own.

passion for sex does not always equate to love.

i hate quitters, be one and you’re no less than a failure.

i like people who have goals in life.

i love facing the day again, in a sweet face.